The Fir Tree

Far down in the forest, where the warm sun and the fresh air made a sweet resting-place,
grew a pretty little fir-tree; and yet it was not happy, it wished so much to
be tall like its companions— the pines and firs which grew around it. The sun
shone, and the soft air fluttered its leaves, and the little peasant children
passed by, prattling merrily, but the fir-tree heeded them not. Sometimes the
children would bring a large basket of raspberries or strawberries, wreathed on
a straw, and seat themselves near the fir-tree, and say, “Is it not a pretty little
tree?” which made it feel more unhappy than before. And yet all this while the
tree grew a notch or joint taller every year; for by the number of joints in the
stem of a fir-tree we can discover its age. Still, as it grew, it complained,
“Oh! how I wish I were as tall as the other trees, then I would spread out my
branches on every side, and my top would over-look the wide world. I should have
the birds building their nests on my boughs, and when the wind blew, I should
bow with stately dignity like my tall companions.” The tree was so discontented,
that it took no pleasure in the warm sunshine, the birds, or the rosy clouds that
floated over it morning and evening. Sometimes, in winter, when the snow lay white
and glittering on the ground, a hare would come springing along, and jump right
over the little tree; and then how mortified it would feel! Two winters passed,
and when the third arrived, the tree had grown so tall that the hare was obliged
to run round it. Yet it remained unsatisfied, and would exclaim, “Oh, if I could
but keep on growing tall and old! There is nothing else worth caring for in the
world!” In the autumn, as usual, the wood-cutters came and cut down several of
the tallest trees, and the young fir-tree, which was now grown to its full height,
shuddered as the noble trees fell to the earth with a crash. After the branches
were lopped off, the trunks looked so slender and bare, that they could scarcely
be recognized. Then they were placed upon wagons, and drawn by horses out of the
forest. “Where were they going? What would become of them?” The young fir-tree
wished very much to know; so in the spring, when the swallows and the storks came,
it asked, “Do you know where those trees were taken? Did you meet them?”

The swallows knew nothing, but the stork, after a little reflection, nodded
his head, and said, “Yes, I think I do. I met several new ships when I flew
from Egypt, and they had fine masts that smelt like fir. I think these must
have been the trees; I assure you they were stately, very stately.”

“Oh, how I wish I were tall enough to go on the sea,” said the fir-tree. “What
is the sea, and what does it look like?”

“It would take too much time to explain,” said the stork, flying quickly away.

“Rejoice in thy youth,” said the sunbeam; “rejoice in thy fresh growth, and
the young life that is in thee.”

And the wind kissed the tree, and the dew watered it with tears; but the fir-tree
regarded them not.

Christmas-time drew near, and many young trees were cut down, some even smaller
and younger than the fir-tree who enjoyed neither rest nor peace with longing
to leave its forest home. These young trees, which were chosen for their beauty,
kept their branches, and were also laid on wagons and drawn by horses out of
the forest.

“Where are they going?” asked the fir-tree. “They are not taller than I am:
indeed, one is much less; and why are the branches not cut off? Where are they

“We know, we know,” sang the sparrows; “we have looked in at the windows of
the houses in the town, and we know what is done with them. They are dressed
up in the most splendid manner. We have seen them standing in the middle of
a warm room, and adorned with all sorts of beautiful things,—honey cakes, gilded
apples, playthings, and many hundreds of wax tapers.”

“And then,” asked the fir-tree, trembling through all its branches, “and then
what happens?”

“We did not see any more,” said the sparrows; “but this was enough for us.”

“I wonder whether anything so brilliant will ever happen to me,” thought the
fir-tree. “It would be much better than crossing the sea. I long for it almost
with pain. Oh! when will Christmas be here? I am now as tall and well grown
as those which were taken away last year. Oh! that I were now laid on the wagon,
or standing in the warm room, with all that brightness and splendor around me!
Something better and more beautiful is to come after, or the trees would not
be so decked out. Yes, what follows will be grander and more splendid. What
can it be? I am weary with longing. I scarcely know how I feel.”

“Rejoice with us,” said the air and the sunlight. “Enjoy thine own bright life
in the fresh air.”

But the tree would not rejoice, though it grew taller every day; and, winter
and summer, its dark-green foliage might be seen in the forest, while passers
by would say, “What a beautiful tree!”

A short time before Christmas, the discontented fir-tree was the first to fall.
As the axe cut through the stem, and divided the pith, the tree fell with a
groan to the earth, conscious of pain and faintness, and forgetting all its
anticipations of happiness, in sorrow at leaving its home in the forest. It
knew that it should never again see its dear old companions, the trees, nor
the little bushes and many-colored flowers that had grown by its side; perhaps
not even the birds. Neither was the journey at all pleasant. The tree first
recovered itself while being unpacked in the courtyard of a house, with several
other trees; and it heard a man say, “We only want one, and this is the prettiest.”

Then came two servants in grand livery, and carried the fir-tree into a large
and beautiful apartment. On the walls hung pictures, and near the great stove
stood great china vases, with lions on the lids. There were rocking chairs,
silken sofas, large tables, covered with pictures, books, and playthings, worth
a great deal of money,—at least, the children said so. Then the fir-tree was
placed in a large tub, full of sand; but green baize hung all around it, so
that no one could see it was a tub, and it stood on a very handsome carpet.
How the fir-tree trembled! “What was going to happen to him now?” Some young
ladies came, and the servants helped them to adorn the tree. On one branch they
hung little bags cut out of colored paper, and each bag was filled with sweetmeats;
from other branches hung gilded apples and walnuts, as if they had grown there;
and above, and all round, were hundreds of red, blue, and white tapers, which
were fastened on the branches. Dolls, exactly like real babies, were placed
under the green leaves,—the tree had never seen such things before,—and at the
very top was fastened a glittering star, made of tinsel. Oh, it was very beautiful!

“This evening,” they all exclaimed, “how bright it will be!” “Oh, that the
evening were come,” thought the tree, “and the tapers lighted! then I shall
know what else is going to happen. Will the trees of the forest come to see
me? I wonder if the sparrows will peep in at the windows as they fly? shall
I grow faster here, and keep on all these ornaments summer and winter?” But
guessing was of very little use; it made his bark ache, and this pain is as
bad for a slender fir-tree, as headache is for us. At last the tapers were lighted,
and then what a glistening blaze of light the tree presented! It trembled so
with joy in all its branches, that one of the candles fell among the green leaves
and burnt some of them. “Help! help!” exclaimed the young ladies, but there
was no danger, for they quickly extinguished the fire. After this, the tree
tried not to tremble at all, though the fire frightened him; he was so anxious
not to hurt any of the beautiful ornaments, even while their brilliancy dazzled
him. And now the folding doors were thrown open, and a troop of children rushed
in as if they intended to upset the tree; they were followed more silently by
their elders. For a moment the little ones stood silent with astonishment, and
then they shouted for joy, till the room rang, and they danced merrily round
the tree, while one present after another was taken from it.

“What are they doing? What will happen next?” thought the fir. At last the
candles burnt down to the branches and were put out. Then the children received
permission to plunder the tree.

Oh, how they rushed upon it, till the branches cracked, and had it not been
fastened with the glistening star to the ceiling, it must have been thrown down.
The children then danced about with their pretty toys, and no one noticed the
tree, except the children’s maid who came and peeped among the branches to see
if an apple or a fig had been forgotten.

“A story, a story,” cried the children, pulling a little fat man towards the

“Now we shall be in the green shade,” said the man, as he seated himself under
it, “and the tree will have the pleasure of hearing also, but I shall only relate
one story; what shall it be? Ivede-Avede, or Humpty Dumpty, who fell down stairs,
but soon got up again, and at last married a princess.”

“Ivede-Avede,” cried some. “Humpty Dumpty,” cried others, and there was a fine
shouting and crying out. But the fir-tree remained quite still, and thought
to himself, “Shall I have anything to do with all this?” but he had already
amused them as much as they wished. Then the old man told them the story of
Humpty Dumpty, how he fell down stairs, and was raised up again, and married
a princess. And the children clapped their hands and cried, “Tell another, tell
another,” for they wanted to hear the story of “Ivede-Avede;” but they only
had “Humpty Dumpty.” After this the fir-tree became quite silent and thoughtful;
never had the birds in the forest told such tales as “Humpty Dumpty,” who fell
down stairs, and yet married a princess.

“Ah! yes, so it happens in the world,” thought the fir-tree; he believed it
all, because it was related by such a nice man. “Ah! well,” he thought, “who
knows? perhaps I may fall down too, and marry a princess;” and he looked forward
joyfully to the next evening, expecting to be again decked out with lights and
playthings, gold and fruit. “To-morrow I will not tremble,” thought he; “I will
enjoy all my splendor, and I shall hear the story of Humpty Dumpty again, and
perhaps Ivede-Avede.” And the tree remained quiet and thoughtful all night.
In the morning the servants and the housemaid came in. “Now,” thought the fir,
“all my splendor is going to begin again.” But they dragged him out of the room
and up stairs to the garret, and threw him on the floor, in a dark corner, where
no daylight shone, and there they left him. “What does this mean?” thought the
tree, “what am I to do here? I can hear nothing in a place like this,” and he
had time enough to think, for days and nights passed and no one came near him,
and when at last somebody did come, it was only to put away large boxes in a
corner. So the tree was completely hidden from sight as if it had never existed.
“It is winter now,” thought the tree, “the ground is hard and covered with snow,
so that people cannot plant me. I shall be sheltered here, I dare say, until
spring comes. How thoughtful and kind everybody is to me! Still I wish this
place were not so dark, as well as lonely, with not even a little hare to look
at. How pleasant it was out in the forest while the snow lay on the ground,
when the hare would run by, yes, and jump over me too, although I did not like
it then. Oh! it is terrible lonely here.”

“Squeak, squeak,” said a little mouse, creeping cautiously towards the tree;
then came another; and they both sniffed at the fir-tree and crept between the

“Oh, it is very cold,” said the little mouse, “or else we should be so comfortable
here, shouldn’t we, you old fir-tree?”

“I am not old,” said the fir-tree, “there are many who are older than I am.”

“Where do you come from? and what do you know?” asked the mice, who were full
of curiosity. “Have you seen the most beautiful places in the world, and can
you tell us all about them? and have you been in the storeroom, where cheeses
lie on the shelf, and hams hang from the ceiling? One can run about on tallow
candles there, and go in thin and come out fat.”

“I know nothing of that place,” said the fir-tree, “but I know the wood where
the sun shines and the birds sing.” And then the tree told the little mice all
about its youth. They had never heard such an account in their lives; and after
they had listened to it attentively, they said, “What a number of things you
have seen? you must have been very happy.”

“Happy!” exclaimed the fir-tree, and then as he reflected upon what he had
been telling them, he said, “Ah, yes! after all those were happy days.” But
when he went on and related all about Christmas-eve, and how he had been dressed
up with cakes and lights, the mice said, “How happy you must have been, you
old fir-tree.”

“I am not old at all,” replied the tree, “I only came from the forest this
winter, I am now checked in my growth.”

“What splendid stories you can relate,” said the little mice. And the next
night four other mice came with them to hear what the tree had to tell. The
more he talked the more he remembered, and then he thought to himself, “Those
were happy days, but they may come again. Humpty Dumpty fell down stairs, and
yet he married the princess; perhaps I may marry a princess too.” And the fir-tree
thought of the pretty little birch-tree that grew in the forest, which was to
him a real beautiful princess.

“Who is Humpty Dumpty?” asked the little mice. And then the tree related the
whole story; he could remember every single word, and the little mice was so
delighted with it, that they were ready to jump to the top of the tree. The
next night a great many more mice made their appearance, and on Sunday two rats
came with them; but they said, it was not a pretty story at all, and the little
mice were very sorry, for it made them also think less of it.

“Do you know only one story?” asked the rats.

“Only one,” replied the fir-tree; “I heard it on the happiest evening of my
life; but I did not know I was so happy at the time.”

“We think it is a very miserable story,” said the rats. “Don’t you know any
story about bacon, or tallow in the storeroom.”

“No,” replied the tree.

“Many thanks to you then,” replied the rats, and they marched off.

The little mice also kept away after this, and the tree sighed, and said, “It
was very pleasant when the merry little mice sat round me and listened while
I talked. Now that is all passed too. However, I shall consider myself happy
when some one comes to take me out of this place.” But would this ever happen?
Yes; one morning people came to clear out the garret, the boxes were packed
away, and the tree was pulled out of the corner, and thrown roughly on the garret
floor; then the servant dragged it out upon the staircase where the daylight
shone. “Now life is beginning again,” said the tree, rejoicing in the sunshine
and fresh air. Then it was carried down stairs and taken into the courtyard
so quickly, that it forgot to think of itself, and could only look about, there
was so much to be seen. The court was close to a garden, where everything looked
blooming. Fresh and fragrant roses hung over the little palings. The linden-trees
were in blossom; while the swallows flew here and there, crying, “Twit, twit,
twit, my mate is coming,”—but it was not the fir-tree they meant. “Now I shall
live,” cried the tree, joyfully spreading out its branches; but alas! they were
all withered and yellow, and it lay in a corner amongst weeds and nettles. The
star of gold paper still stuck in the top of the tree and glittered in the sunshine.
In the same courtyard two of the merry children were playing who had danced
round the tree at Christmas, and had been so happy. The youngest saw the gilded
star, and ran and pulled it off the tree. “Look what is sticking to the ugly
old fir-tree,” said the child, treading on the branches till they crackled under
his boots. And the tree saw all the fresh bright flowers in the garden, and
then looked at itself, and wished it had remained in the dark corner of the
garret. It thought of its fresh youth in the forest, of the merry Christmas
evening, and of the little mice who had listened to the story of “Humpty Dumpty.”
“Past! past!” said the old tree; “Oh, had I but enjoyed myself while I could
have done so! but now it is too late.” Then a lad came and chopped the tree
into small pieces, till a large bundle lay in a heap on the ground. The pieces
were placed in a fire under the copper, and they quickly blazed up brightly,
while the tree sighed so deeply that each sigh was like a pistol-shot. Then
the children, who were at play, came and seated themselves in front of the fire,
and looked at it and cried, “Pop, pop.” But at each “pop,” which was a deep
sigh, the tree was thinking of a summer day in the forest; and of Christmas
evening, and of “Humpty Dumpty,” the only story it had ever heard or knew how
to relate, till at last it was consumed. The boys still played in the garden,
and the youngest wore the golden star on his breast, with which the tree had
been adorned during the happiest evening of its existence. Now all was past;
the tree’s life was past, and the story also,—for all stories must come to an
end at last.